Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Philosophy and Profanity

Right...philosophy and profanity...I know how they were never a great couple but...
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I screwed my Philosophy-Moral quiz again...because I was so troubled by something else which made me didn't know what I was choosing (as the correct answer). So, kesimpulannya, I screwed it up again! WWH was basically talking about Buddhism in class which almost reduced me to tears because it somehow reminded me of my not-so-glory past and hence, touched my heart in a way.

Secondly, I tried my very best not to pollute this menial breathing space of mine with profane language but...

I am just so fucking annoyed today that I couldn't stop "fucking!fucking!fucking!" for the rest of the day.

I am still pissed at how things are going...what the hell...

Ok-lah...this is what mortals meant when they say, "Pressure is bad." I believed it now...

Friday, October 10, 2008

Miscellaneous and Randomness




Ta-da!!!
This is the legendary FKY a.k.a. Mother Mary...hohoho







This was taken right before I went to NS in Kedah, back in early March after quitting my job. FKY was the photographer so that's why she's not caught in action. (Left to right: Sophia, Moi, Charis and Shen)








The two Chinks who got JPA from my school...*whoot whoot*








Raya cookies...thanks to Razi...=)








My cousins...they are both of the same age but their size and physique build are of huge difference!!!
This is just so good!!!











Marshay




Wait!

Is that a cow in red with white crosses? Where?


It really is a cow in red with white crosses, found right outside Marshay (it's market in French). By the way, there is also another lamb/goat by the sidewalk of Marshay that is not featured here (because I tak sempat take the picture of it).

Now, what am I doing at Marshay? Marshay is a Swiss restaurant located at The Curve and I was having lunch with my housemates and my housemate's dad.


That's Uncle D. (Haha...took that picture in a split second. Hope he did not notice that *winks*)
He belanja-ed us the lunch today (muka amat grateful sebab dapat jimat duit yang semakin hari semakin berkurangan).

I shall go there again next time and allow my tongue and its buds to savor the variety of food sold at Marshay. Oh, I also wanted to drag my daddy and mummy along...my treat...haha...

Ok, the above comment is just so physical. But to be honest, I am really grateful and thankful because after a tormenting week at Subang Jaya and just Subang Jaya, I finally got to draw in some new air into my already-contaminated-by-Subang-and-Taylor's-dirty-air-pair-of-lungs and perhaps, even brought me new enthusiasm about my current life (which practically revolves around very academic stuffs). This week has been a rather emotional week to me; I felt so dead and I could sensed that I am really putting my mental health and EQ to test. I was also getting easily agitated nowadays...which was a bad thing...really bad thing.

But the worst thing was, I just could not stop making comparisons. In MGS, I don't even give it a damm who scored the highest in Add Maths or Chemistry or Physics or English (duh, like I care). I mean, of course I'll still be curious who got the highest score-lah but that curiosity evaporated hastily. Now, I don't know, I just have to constantly remind myself that yan bei yan wui bei sei yan (comparison can kill).

Ok-lah, that's enough. Or else this place will become even moodier. (does this word even exists? =P)...

Thursday, October 9, 2008

When The Whole World Is Against You

Do you know
how it feels
when the whole world
is against you?

Do you know
how it feels
when you have to struggle
when everyone is looking at you
shaking their heads
their mouths
mumbling that
whatever your wish it is
it would only remain a wish
something that is only true
in the wonderful
Land of the Sweetest Dreams.

Do you know
how discourage it could be
when someone who do not
deserve the things
they are possessing now
actually got that
while you
who toiled so hard
who gave everything you have got
got nothing in return?
Yes, NOTHING.

That's the thing
happening in the world
we are all residing
right in front of our eyes.
But no one bothered
to do anything.
They turned deaf ears
over the callings of help.
They closed their eyes
to avoid seeing things.
They shut their hearts
and locked it up
in some cold dirty dungeons
in the Island of No One Cares.

Who else is there to help?

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

O-neureul neomu haengbokhaeyo =)

Malaysians are really a bunch of whimsical and fickle-minded humans. First they were an adamant lot and the next thing you know, they'll probably tell this straight to your face...

Aiya, I think like that no good-lah...better change to something else-lah...


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Come on-lah...just admit that this is indeed the universal truth about Malaysians-lah...most if not all Malaysians ARE whimsical and fickle-minded. This is OUR trait...


Be proud...*muka buat peace sign*


Hajiman, o-neureul neomu haengbokhaeyo!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

The Tall Glass of Water

A tall, beautiful cylindrical glass
made by the finest craftsman,
filled with
lucid water
from the faraway Alps,
is sitting precariously
on the edge of
a big, brown round
oak table.

A perilous position;
that a gentle but startling shake
is capable
of leading it to its fall.

Water will spill
drop by drop
like tears
rolling down
from a rosy cheek
and the glass
shattered into million pieces.

Oh!
How terrible is that!
I wonder what I can do
as I do not want
the work of the great craftsman
to come
to a horrendous end
because this is not its telo;
and the water
not a single drop
should be wasted.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Zhat iz Zo Zat...and Zad

October 4 was supposed to be an auspicious day...and it was...only for the later half of the day.

In the morning, I took my first official ZAT test and to be frank, I think I kinda screwed it...
*muka sad*

Ah well...I'll just have to say bye bye and kiss my ZAT selamat tinggal...now, I'm pondering whether should I retake the ZAT in December...*hmmphh*

So, I am currently at my aunt's place...haha...it's just so good to find an escapade after the torment which I had gone through for the past few months. Yeah, I know...TOEFL is up next but...

haih...

I really wanna go shopping!!!