The Urge

This is so sudden but...


YunHo yah...I *heart* you...


*Hai-yo, now what time ar? Still YunHo?? Haih...tomorrow sure die-la...*

S2 S2 S2 S2 S2 YunHo S2 S2 S2 S2 S2

Sorry

This is a post dedicated to the people who love me more than anything else...

As I'm writing this, I am in the middle of despair and confusions. I have no idea why I have been on-lining for the past 3 hours when I should be studying for my SAT II, especially for Biology.

I am really afraid that I let you guys down. I cannot imagine how you guys will try to pretend that it's ok when your hearts are practically shattered into a million pieces like a fallen chandelier.

And I know that I will be putting up a It's-OK-Look to assure you guys that I am fine and I can face whatever that shall fall upon me. But please, give me some space so that I could breathe and harvest enough courage to face you guys. I don't want you all to see me cry...

I'm so sorry...

PS: OMG! It seems like I'm planning a suicide or anything like that...and it's all your fault! Hmmphh...

Underpaid Yet Overwork

Haih...

Allowance no enough but workload can compete with Everest leh...

Aja Aja Huaiting!!!

Coffee Stain and tteokbokki

Lemme start off with today's special...

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Tada!!!
It's tteokbokki (Korean fried rice cake).
I went back to good ol' Ipoh last Thursday and on the following Saturday, me and my Auntie Shirley went to Ipoh's Yae Won nearby Tesco.
Besides trying out the bibimbap (mine has beef) and some side dishes (kim chi and gang),
I also ta-pau some tteobokki, thought of sharing it with my Mummy and Daddy.
Omma (was forever her usual self of I-touch-nothing-spicy) ended up ignoring me and the tteokbokki while my Appa was munching piece after piece (but still had the time and mood to say "Aiya...not nice also..."

Haih...Appa ah...

And then, on another occasion (which is today =) )


Coffee Stain 1

Coffee Stain 2

Coffee Stain 3

I *heart* the smell of dried basi coffee on my Moral journal.

Haha...

Thanks ya, W. H. for the coffee and the simple feedback...

我要学会放松自己。。。

回到家感觉真好！！！

终于， 可以用中文打字。。。哈哈。。

Haha...
There's been time when I was so emo...always thinking of the bad stuffs and all...which was so negative and depressing. I couldn't help comparing myself with other people, which was so not me.

Throughout the last two years in MGS, I learned how not to bother about who scored how much for which subject because I found it so 幼稚, ninny and harebrained. Seriously, I do NOT give it a damm. I mean, there's no point doing so because scoring high marks in your examinations did not necessarily meant that you would be successful like Mr. Gates. Besides, there's so many other things to do!!! =)

But then, after I received the scholarship, I realized that I've become more kiasu than ever!!! Even my friends noticed the capricious change in me.

Looking back, it's pretty scary...I mean, if I continued to act like that, I'd probably gone haywire soon!!!

So, right now, I try not to think so much about flying and all that stuffs...I'll just be the old me!!

佛陀曾说， 我们人啊，要学会看破红尘。。。
哈哈。。

Ok-lah, I admit-lah, the Buddha did not exactly said so...but, he did said something like that!!!

Post SAT

Yippie yay Yay...

The scores were out about 24 hours ago...and yeah, I did better than I thought although I seriously sucked in the essay part...which I already thought so...LOL...

Well, I guess retake is a priority now...since I did not have an over-the-world-score...(read: 2001 onwards)...so, there goes my money, contributing towards the development of the evil ETS (Evil Testing Serpent) of CBoard...sigh...so expensive...

Sigh...some people are really good at acing the SAT...I mean, these people were having such high scores and all (especially fellow Soompiers)...which made me felt sidelined by the admission committee (when they say they do not really look much into your SAT scores, it's pure crap)...

Sigh...let me continue emo first...

Haha

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

Erm, I forgot to mention about hearing this song at Queensbay after watching Max Payne...
which made me a lil emo...

It has been 8 months but it kept coming back...especially when I heard the familiar music and chorus, I just couldn't stop recalling those images, as if they were being played like a music video or something like that..

It can get a little disheartening every time I listened to the song. After all, you sorta introduced it to me...ok-lah, in an indirect way.

Too bad...